Posted by Anonymous on 2013/01/09 under Uncategorized Dear A, It was 1 year ago today that we broke-up. I have not heard anything from you, not one word. I feel better about it all now, and it is getting easier, but still know that I have thought about you EVERYDAY for the past year. Maybe my thoughts were angry, maybe they were mature and wished you the best in this short life we all share, but know that even if it was for a fleeting moment, it was you on my mind during this year of flux. We spent 5 1/2 years trying to be close to each other, yet the 6000 mile distance between us was never able to completely dissolve away; even when we were holding each other during those rare moments of bliss. It maddens me a bit now, knowing that I am only an hour flight from your doorstep (that is if you are still living there). Can you believe it, we are finally in the same time-zone. We waited so long for this moment, yet I guess you couldn’t wait that little bit longer. I don’t blame you, in fact, I am actually proud of you for standing-up for yourself when you’d had enough. I am sad at times and I miss you and “us”, and I will continue to dwell on you, however I feel those moments will grow few and farther in-between, and eventually I will move-on and find another. Regardless, I hope you are well, and you are able to capitalize on all those experiences that our relationship held you back from. I hope you are well, and this life is treating you the way someone as beautiful as you deserves to be treated. -J